This video made me so happy, it's the cutest!
As is this one!
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&Apparently in my past life this is what I was...
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I hope this brightened your day! :)
Sunday, October 9, 2011
Adorable.
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Saturday, October 8, 2011
Sad.
This post is not a happy one. I need to let out my emotions. Right now I feel like I'm dying inside, I could sleep forever. I don't think I could ever commit sucicide but I feel so much pain right now.
I've been diagnosed with depression and being bipolar, but I believe my medication is no longer effective. Although, I supposed when your father calls you an embarrassment & a disappointment your going to feel like this, right? My childhood was traumatic, but I'd like to say I turned out pretty good. For some reason in recent years my dad has been very mean to me. I stay with my boyfriend&his parents most of the time but I still talk too my dad. &the traumatic part of my childhood didn't even involve my father, but my mom. Ha, traumatic part, sorry the whole damn thing was. Besides the little parts I can remember of being so happy. I'm not going to talk about it, not today anyways. I'm sure eventually I'll post about it.
I don't believe I'm an embarrassment, I work so hard. I do everything everyone ask's of me. I never talk back to anyone, I don't argue, I am polite, I care about everyone. Yet, I'm a disappointment as well.
I guess I'm just a loser.
Wednesday, October 5, 2011
Love.
My post for today is about love. When this word come to mind I think about my boyfriend, Alexander. Alejandro, Honey, pumpkin pie, you get it. Anyways, let me tell you a story...
On July 24th of 2007, approximately two hours after my 15th birthday had ended I received a phone call from Alexander. We were not currently dating at the time. I was up north with my cousin camping and our call got dropped. A few minutes later I received a text message, the best text message I will ever have gotten. He asked me out through a text. :)
He was the first boy to ever ask me out, first boy to call me beautiful, first boy to kiss me, hold my hand, hug me, tell me he loves me, &everything in between. None of our friends wanted us to be together. His friends, the ones whom were girls, taunted me on Myspace. (Back when it was COOL.lol) My best friend had dated him as well, and you have to consider how young we all were. He was 14 & myself just 15. But our outlook remained the same, nothing will break us apart.
Then, Carolanne tried to tear it all apart. She was my best friend, Alexanders ex. I asked her if it was okay with her for me to date him, she was happy! (She's also crazy) When I got back home, she had considerably gained weight, I knew something was wrong. She fought with us everyday, &was mean. I was chubby back then & she called me her fat friend. Lovely right? One day she gave me the choice; Her or Alexander. My answer was this, "Alex isn't making me choose so I choose him, goodbye." &I walked away. That's when the abuse at school started with her, name calling, spitting on me. It's alright, I made her cry on the last day of school. &Guess who's fat now. &still nothing would break us apart!
Until one day, when he called me one too many times & my grandparents wouldn't let me answer my phone & they went insane. I started to cry, they called my dad & there went my phone, snapped into one half & then another, cutting my dad's hand in the process. I was told never to see Alexander again. I was stuck at my grandparents, no communication to anyone for a few days. Then when it was time to go back to school my dad came with me, told the principal to keep us apart. My grandparents would pick me up from home and take me to school & pick me up after for three weeks.
When Christmas time rolled around I was dying to see him. Not that I didn't see him at school, or sneak around I was a teenager but I hate having to lie. So, I wrote my dad the longest letter, explaining to him how I felt about this boy, why he shouldn't keep us apart& merely asking to go to Christmas celebration with him & his family. My dad said yes. :)
Christmas in 2007 Alexander gave me a necklace, I have been wearing is everyday for over four years now. July 24th of 2011 was our four year anniversary. We've never broken up, we don't count the time we had to be away from another because we were still together, just not in our families eyes. It's amazing how much you can truly love someone. This boy is my everything, we've been through so much together. The most amazing thing is how strong we've made each other, I'm such a better person then I was before. I have confidence, a decent self esteem & a sense of humor!
On July 24th of 2007, approximately two hours after my 15th birthday had ended I received a phone call from Alexander. We were not currently dating at the time. I was up north with my cousin camping and our call got dropped. A few minutes later I received a text message, the best text message I will ever have gotten. He asked me out through a text. :)
He was the first boy to ever ask me out, first boy to call me beautiful, first boy to kiss me, hold my hand, hug me, tell me he loves me, &everything in between. None of our friends wanted us to be together. His friends, the ones whom were girls, taunted me on Myspace. (Back when it was COOL.lol) My best friend had dated him as well, and you have to consider how young we all were. He was 14 & myself just 15. But our outlook remained the same, nothing will break us apart.
Then, Carolanne tried to tear it all apart. She was my best friend, Alexanders ex. I asked her if it was okay with her for me to date him, she was happy! (She's also crazy) When I got back home, she had considerably gained weight, I knew something was wrong. She fought with us everyday, &was mean. I was chubby back then & she called me her fat friend. Lovely right? One day she gave me the choice; Her or Alexander. My answer was this, "Alex isn't making me choose so I choose him, goodbye." &I walked away. That's when the abuse at school started with her, name calling, spitting on me. It's alright, I made her cry on the last day of school. &Guess who's fat now. &still nothing would break us apart!
Until one day, when he called me one too many times & my grandparents wouldn't let me answer my phone & they went insane. I started to cry, they called my dad & there went my phone, snapped into one half & then another, cutting my dad's hand in the process. I was told never to see Alexander again. I was stuck at my grandparents, no communication to anyone for a few days. Then when it was time to go back to school my dad came with me, told the principal to keep us apart. My grandparents would pick me up from home and take me to school & pick me up after for three weeks.
When Christmas time rolled around I was dying to see him. Not that I didn't see him at school, or sneak around I was a teenager but I hate having to lie. So, I wrote my dad the longest letter, explaining to him how I felt about this boy, why he shouldn't keep us apart& merely asking to go to Christmas celebration with him & his family. My dad said yes. :)
Christmas in 2007 Alexander gave me a necklace, I have been wearing is everyday for over four years now. July 24th of 2011 was our four year anniversary. We've never broken up, we don't count the time we had to be away from another because we were still together, just not in our families eyes. It's amazing how much you can truly love someone. This boy is my everything, we've been through so much together. The most amazing thing is how strong we've made each other, I'm such a better person then I was before. I have confidence, a decent self esteem & a sense of humor!
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| Our first picture together. 2007. |
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| Homecoming 2007. |
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| One of my favorites. |
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| Lexington day trip with his family. Few years ago. |
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| Oh yeah, I dyed my hair blond awhile ago. It's kinda leopard print.lool |
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| Recently. We were in a trailer&there was a tornado warning. Not good.lol |
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| My graduation! So hot! |
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| Recently, at the beach. We walked thru the woods to get to it&it was perfect. |
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| Last winter. He's a cutie. I bought him that hoodie.lol |
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| Prom 2010. I don't know what's wrong with my face... |
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| One of my senior pictures. |
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| Another senior picture. That's his friend, Kirk, on the left. |
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| Having fun in Target! |
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| He graduated this year! Woop Woop! :) |
Monday, October 3, 2011
Oh boy.
It's allergy season. &I'm allergic to everything. Exaggerating? No. I'll name you a few. Cats, dogs, rabbits, pollen, leaves, grass, smoke, horses, hamsters..shall I continue? It's awful. But I'm kind of thinking I might be sick rather then my allergies just acting up. No fun. D:
Speaking of hamsters, I have not shared with you that I have a pet hedgehog. Well, me and my love Alexander do. We bought her a little over a year ago. She is so scared though! The only time I can hold her is when she's in a box, close to my chest. I think she likes my heart beat. When she gets scared she huffs&puffs, so I talk to her, &she calms down. But she still skiddish.
Speaking of hamsters, I have not shared with you that I have a pet hedgehog. Well, me and my love Alexander do. We bought her a little over a year ago. She is so scared though! The only time I can hold her is when she's in a box, close to my chest. I think she likes my heart beat. When she gets scared she huffs&puffs, so I talk to her, &she calms down. But she still skiddish.
Meet Luna!
She's obese.
I wanted to share one more thing before I go nyquil myself to sleep....
I can't even explain how obsessed I am with this song. It's amazing. I love Dev.
Goodnight everyone! :D
Sunday, October 2, 2011
Look at me now.
I did some shopping on Friday before work& spent about $30 on 4 shirts and a belt. :)
Okay, &as a side note this is the best stuff ever. My face has never been softer.
I bought new eyeshadow! L.A Color. It's SUPER cheap but amazing.
New shirt. $4. Belt. $4.40.
New shirt. $4. So comfy!
Just the vest. I love vest! :D
This is the back, so cute! I love lace too!
Hollister sweater. Sweater? I don't know it's cute.
I'm on a quest for makeup, cheap yet nice quality. So suggestions?
I'm also looking for mustache products, or crazy little things like that. &Colored contacts. Does anyone know of anywhere i can get some? I wannnnnnaaaaannnaaaa em' lol
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